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The significance of Nicolas Copernicus isn’t just that he revealed a sun-centered, rather than earth-centered, universe.  It’s the process by which he did it.

Copernicus, like many before him, observed that heavenly bodies – sun, moon and most stars – appeared to move across the sky in a straight line or arc.  They do indeed seem to rotate around the earth.

But some stars have an odd orbit; in their transit across the sky they appear to stop, back up a bit, then continue on in a sidereal arc.

These few exceptions to the rule were simply too inelegant to go unaccounted for.

So Copernicus, inspired by a new painting technique that incorporated the artist’s unique point of view, decided to change his perspective.  What if, he asked, instead of viewing these orbits from the surface of the earth, I try to picture them as they would appear from the sun?  Eureka! The exceptions disappeared and the odd orbits were explained: the sun was the body around which all others, including earth, orbited.

Sometimes a change in latitude produces a big change of attitude. It happened to me over the space of three years in my mid-twenties in the mid-sixties.

Like many young people, I endured a rite of passage, an event that breaks us away from the child we were.  Mine was to suffer a bout of clinical depression in my late teens (not uncommon in young adults).  But being a devout Catholic, I didn’t understand this as a psychological issue needing a therapist, but rather a theological matter of despair which required a confessor. (Besides, in the early 1960s no guy would go to a ‘shrink’ unless there was a court order involved.)

The hope and consolation I received from my church then was to be reminded that despair is a ‘sin against the Holy Ghost’ – a class of sin for which there is no forgiveness.  To despair is to doubt God’s infinite mercy; therefore God abandons you.  (Go to here and scroll down to VIII – if you dare.)

It’s horrific at age 20 to be told by your church, which claims an infallible insight into the mind of God, that you are going to hell because of the very condition you wish to hell you could get out of. But such is the logic in the labyrinth of Latin legality; damned for feeling doomed.

And there it might have ended, except that soon after that I left the Midwest, came to the West Coast and joined the Merchant Marine.

The night I first went to sea my perspective began to change.  We’d steamed out of Seattle, up Puget Sound to the Strait of Juan de Fuca, then out past Port Angeles and Cape Flattery to the open sea.

As the Olympic Mountains faded behind the fantail on a Friday night, I realized everything in my life to that point was back there.  As a child growing up in the Midwest, the United States extended infinitely in all directions (or at least up to the Canadian border).  Now the US of A was reduced to a few lights disappearing in the coastal evening haze.

Being west of the western hills does change perspective. Behind the Coast Range were all my memories – of learning to walk, to drive, to cuss and drink beer; of first loves and final exams; of desperation and damnation – and out ahead was seventy million square miles of open sea on which we were embarking at 14 miles per.

At 23, when many settle into a comfortable faith, or leave it all behind, I soon found myself living for months at a time in the opening lines of the alternate story in Genesis: where the water above was separated from the water below, and the spirit hovered in the middle.

I saw I could never return to the faith of the fathers, of Saturday nights shaking in the murky orange light of suffocating confessionals, obsessing over breadcrumb sins. But neither could I give up the idea of a deeper reality, especially floating on a sea that is three miles deep.

The fresh air blew away the cobwebs; like a sharp sword it sundered the Gordian Knot of a body-hating, nature-hating, woman-hating death-fixated belief system of my childhood that blasphemes the living imagination that holds this shimmering universe in thrall. But where to from here?

Months later - after trips to waterfront dives and watching whales mate; the absurdity of wartime Vietnam; the serenity of south sea sunsets – I returned to US.  With fresh eyes one morning, I saw the Coast Range rise from the sea with the rising sun behind it. Being out of my own culture for a while let me appreciate that I was I looking at: the westernmost terminus of a 5,000-year long Westward Walk, stretching from the Fertile Crescent to these Golden Shores.

In a sweep of the eye and the imagination, I sensed the enormous energy and effort that led from Ur to these Santa Lucia Mountains: all the momentum of our ancestors’ epic journey; all of what they learned along the way; all they discovered, explored and recorded of the external and internal landscapes they encountered; all the collective memories of Western civilization dead ends at these hills.

What a collection of written records the Westward Walk left us: the Enuma Elish, Exodus, The Odyssey, Aenead, The Republic, Oedipus, the Way of the Cross, Acts of the Apostles, The Koran, The Canterbury Tales, Gawain and the Greek Knight, Divine Comedy, El Cid, Don Quixote; and across the Atlantic in The Leatherstocking Tales, Huck Finn, Grapes of Wrath, On the Road and Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance.

To stand just west of the western edge of the western world, is to stand on the verge of what?  Whither will we wander?

I eventually settled in the San Francisco Bay Area, at the time the bucolic Santa Clara Valley – the valley of the heart’s delight - was transformed into the industrial Silicon Valley.

These 200 or so square mile area would produce the atom smasher, the microprocessor, the gene machine, mood altering drugs, SETI, the A-bomb and H-bomb, artificial intelligence software, and both versions of Star Wars. (See Charged Bodies: People, Power and Paradox in Silicon Valley, Thomas Mahon, New American Library, New York, 1985.)

(Ironically, Silicon Valley is a place whose first inhabitants, the Ohlone, never develop anything beyond the mortars and pestles they brought with them from Asia 15,000 years before. Highly recommended: Ohlone Way, Malcolm Margolin, Heyday Books, 1981)

So this was to be JFK’s ‘new frontier’: down deep, far out, way in. With no new lands to explore, development henceforth would mean exploring the new frontiers at the quantum, genetic, electronic, synaptic and cosmic levels.

And here too the westward teachings of The Christ, come halfway around the world from Jerusalem, met the eastward teachings of The Buddha, coming the other direction from India, and enter into dialog.

And here, on the 50th Anniversary of the founding of the United Nations, the Episcopal Bishop of San Francisco, William Swing, began to organize the United Religions Initiative in 1995, “to promote enduring, daily interfaith cooperation, to end religiously motivated violence and to create cultures of peace, justice and healing for the Earth and all living beings.” The URI honors existing religions, and even saves a place for religions-yet-to-be, reminiscent of Paul’s encounter with the empty alcove in the Greek temple dedicated “to a God unknown.”

With our brains and hands we’ve come so far in harnessing the elements:

  • With fire we made food tender and digestible; could work clay, glass and metal; power steamships, steam engines, steam shovels and Saturn rockets;
  • let us form words to speak, instruct, pray, meditate; filled our sails and submarines, and supported manned fight to and beyond the stratosphere;
  • we learned to work earth, to shape, sharpen, hone, chisel, plane and extrude stone, tooth, bone, horn, wood, reed, copper, bronze, brass, lead, iron and plastic so as to make scraper, axe, spear, arrow, knife, plow, harpoon, scythe and scalpel. And we found we could go up and down with the inclined plane, block and tackle and screw; go round and round on the potter’s wheel, spinning wheel, water wheel, wheelbarrow, windmill, hand crank, grindstone, crop rotation; and all about with the little things that made such a big difference: lever and fulcrum; stirrups and oars, pumps and paddles;
  • we mastered water to irrigate, navigate and build civilizations; and been humbled by its size and power;
  • and we explored the ether, the fifth element, the quintessence, that exists in our soul, spirit, atman, leveraging the teachings of Lord Krishna, Lord Buddha, Lord Jesus and all other holy men and women who have urged us to look deeply into phenomenal reality to find ‘real reality’ - the connection between, in, among all realty.

- Modified from an unknown source

Among these holy men and women who taught us over time, I am most familiar with Rabbi Yeheshua bar Josef, whom the Greeks and Romans would rename Jesus the Christ. I know the same teachings are found in many other traditions; I happen to be most familiar with his.

  • Rabbi Jesus: The Jewish Life and Teachings that Inspired Christianity, Bruce Chilton, Doubleday, 2000, New York);
  • The Gospel According to Jesus: A new translation and guide to his essential teaching for believers and unbelievers. Stephen Mitchell, HarperCollins, New York, 1991;
  • Who Wrote the New Testament: The making of the Christian myth, Burton Mack, HarperSanFrancisco, 1995;
  • Following Christ in a Consumer Society; The spirituality of cultural resistance; John F. Kavanaugh, Orbis, 1997;
  • The God We Never Knew: Beyond dogmatic religion to a more authentic contemporary faith; Marcus J. Borg, HarperSanFrancisco, 1997;
  • The Gospel of Thomas, from The Nag Hammadi Library; The Definitive new translation of the Gnostic Gospels, James Robinson, Editor, HarperSanFrancisco, 1998.

Josh Josephson was himself a craftsman, a carpenter or stonemason. And for all the dogma that would later build up around his name, and for which so many would suffer, his teaching was very straightforward.

We are captives in our own land.  The Kingdom of Caesar is ruthless, rapacious, bloodsucking.  They come here and crucify our men, rape our women and enslave our children.  And to add insult to injury they tax us mercilessly, then cheat on top of that.  What are we to do?

Do we cooperate with the occupiers to save our estates like the Sadducees; run off to the wilderness like the Essenes; or use our crude weapons against Imperial steel like the Zealots?  No.  Set against the Kingdom of Caesar is the Kingdom of God. Against ruthlessness is kindness; against arrogance is simplicity; against vanity is humility.  You are the drop of water that will wear down the mountain.

“No, this is foolishness.  You cannot overcome evil with good. It defies all logic, all human experience.”

“This is not about logic, reason or experience.  It is faith that things work to a good end.  There is no alternative, but annihilation.”

The Ten Commandments still hold, but it’s no longer enough to avoid evil.  We must do good. Beyond not killing; love, even the enemy.  Beyond not stealing; get rid of the possessions that possess us.  Beyond not adulterating the bond of trust in a family; don’t even look at someone with violence.

In the Beatitudes (see the Sermon on Mount, Matthew Chapter 5, and/or the Sermon on the Plain, Luke Chapter 6) he asks questions that speak to our concerns today:

  • what does it mean to be pure of heart in a consumer society?
  • what does it mean to be a peacemaker in a county bankrupting itself making weapons of mass destruction, then goes to war with those who do the same?
  • what does it mean to hunger for justice when the government has a stated policy of taxing the poor to support the rich?
  • and why all these crimes against social justice are done in the name of that same rabbi?

It may be the greatest tragedy of the Westward walk that these profound, evergreen questions got buried under barnacles of such mind-numbing inconsequentiality as counting angels on pinheads. How did a sweet, simple teaching based on the law of love become an otherworldly, fear-filled love of the law? 

His teachings had little to do with belief, and everything to do with faith and good works: understanding that faith means doing good even when conventional wisdom says ‘make it and take it any way you can.’

Though much of what he said is cryptic and open to interpretation, his description of the final exam, by which we measure a life well-lived, could not be more plainspoken:

“And I will say to you, ‘Come, blessed ones, into the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world.

  • For I was hungry and you farmers fed me;
  • thirsty, and you well diggers provided for me;
  • naked, and you weavers and tailors clothed me;
  • homeless, and you carpenters and bricklayers sheltered me.
  • I was unlettered, and you teachers instructed me;
  • sick, and you physicians healed me;
  • a victim of injustice, and you attorneys defended me;
  • alone, and you telecommunications engineers connected me;
  • depressed, and psychopharmacologists formulated antidepressants for me;
  • in despair, and you poets and novelists gave me a reason to believe again.

“And you will say, ‘Lord, when we every see you in such a wretched state?’ I most solemnly assure you, it was precisely when you used your tools and talents to attend to the lowliest that you most truly gave glory to God in the highest.”

With apologies to St. Matthew, Chapter 25

Handwork, brainwork and heartwork reconnect at the point of good works, as do the pious and profane; the sacred and the secular; grace and nature.

It’s for us, the living, to attend to the needs of the living and the living-to-be. The act of using a tool is a prayer of compassion, just as prayer is a tool for achieving composure. 

If we are disturbed or angered or frustrated when we see the institutions originally set up to help in these efforts now existing largely to perpetually their own diminished existence we can change them.  We have the new tools and resulting leverage; do we have the will? Nobody ever said it would be easy, but the new portfolio of tools at our disposal, and the ability of the Internet to link people of common interest anywhere in the world, really does make this the first day of school.

It’s not our tools or even our institutions that are the problem; it’s the ways in which we use, or fail to use, them that mark our success or failure.  When we fail to act, we are part of the problem.

Neo-Luddites would destroy our toolkit, but that solves nothing. The technology revolution gives everyone vastly more leverage than was imagined even a century ago, yet there is no curricula to educate young or old about grace-ful tool use.  We need that, urgently.  And ‘that’ needs us

We each have more power, knowledge and ability than we may realize.  That is what the technology revolution is giving us.  Our ancestors pulled stumps and drained swamps – often under the whip, the chain and the yoke – that we could have this capability.  In their memory, and on behalf of our descendants, we must use this ability wisely and well.

Ninety percent of our wars are religiously motivated, and 90 percent of war casualties today are civilians. Our self-inflicted agony is unconscionable and unsustainable, and it’s time to move on.

We are still beholden to archaic cosmologies that no longer work, then fight over whose doesn’t work best.  Rather, we should recognize that we are universally subject to the same laws of physics, chemistry, biology.  Not at a mechanistic level, but down deeper where balance, harmony and complementarity are revealed.


The stuff of the stuff of our bodies - seawater, sunshine, stardust – has been around for 14 billion years in one form or another, waiting for this moment to come alive and become aware.

We do not live in a two-truth universe, one of nature and one of grace; on of The Chosen and one of The Other; one of technology and one of spirituality; one of information and one of wisdom.  Beyond their dogmatic differences, the core statements of all wisdom traditions repeat the mantra: the one is one.

The shemah affirms this: Hear O Israel, the Lord our God is One.

The credo affirms this: I believe in One God.

The shahadah affirms this: There is no One but the One.

One Brahma is in all.

Nirvana is the One left when all is gone.

Tao is One (and its absence).

And the shemah, the creed, the shahadah, Brahma, nirvana and Tao are One. And the same. We may not see that fully yet, but these statements would not have endured from age to age if they didn’t speak to something universal in the human experience.

The One is not so far away that we have to go to the dome of the sky to find it, or swim to the ends of the sea to retrieve it.  This-which-is is before us and behind us and within us and without us always: here now present, eminently manifest to all who would look, listen, feel.

Increasingly the universe appears to be a hologram (holy gram?)  - one cloud of energy, one wave function.  Nothing’s not connected; you can’t not be here. The fragmentations that tear us apart are an illusion.  A very strong illusion to be sure, but illusion nevertheless.

That’s why we have hands and imaginations; why we live and move and have our beings; why we build and why we pray – to manifest this-which-is

When information is acted upon in a composed frame of mind, it becomes knowledge.  When knowledge is acted upon with a compassionate heart, it becomes wisdom.

Celebrate diversity all you want, but then build community. Deconstruct everything in sight, but then reconstruct, reconnect.

Appreciating the universal balance and harmony revealed by the new sciences may yet move us from wedge-thinking to web-thinking; from the old notion that nature and grace are in contention, to recognizing they are the same thing measured different ways. We can no more divide them than we can separate the water from the wave.

Stop. And think about it. And do something about it.

Pause. Appreciate. Pray. And participate.

With out minds and our hearts, let us pray for peace.  And with our tools and our new technologies, let us work for justice.  And so it shall be…


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